I was really avoiding blogging this week. I was having many unbecoming thoughts around the hearing aids Owen was scheduled for on Friday.
It was vain and selfish.
I was so worried about him having one more thing that made him more different than alike. Don't get me wrong, I was THRILLED he would have the support he needed and it wouldn't cause possible further delays with speech and such, but I was back to those thoughts.
But, dreams come true in other ways sometimes...
They could visualize one eardrum right off the bat.
They cleaned out both ears (small ear canals = much wax build-up) and...
They could see both ear drums!!
But....after all this he saw no fluid.
We were really hoping for fluid as that would have been the reason for the failed hearing tests all along. No fluid meant that there was "real" hearing loss and our temporary, loaner hearing aids just became a permanent fixture.
The ENT did say that he and the audiologist disagreed on the cause of loss. The audiologist believed it was fluid. He did not.
So, we left the ENT with more questions than answers. But, frustrated. He believed the hearing loss, albeit mild/moderate, was permanent.
For me, that was a game-changer. No longer was I thinking short-term about hearing aids. It was going to be a part of our life.
I was a up a lot the night before our appointment on Friday. Thinking and stressing. Life hours wasted away to worry. But, it was a necessary evil at the time.
We never expected the outcome of our Friday appointment with the audiologist. She started off by running a retest on O's ears via the OAE. This was the test he had failed numerous times since his days in the hospital. I was not hopeful.
ON BOTH EARS.
The removal of the wax, coupled with the antibiotics clearing up the ear infection and swollen adenoids was the answer!
She also ran the tympanigram and that also showed the results we so desired.
The long appointment were we anticipating, to be fitted with hearing aids was no longer. One of our shortest on record, in fact.
In 3 months, we will have a recheck (or sooner if needed), but that is where we are today.
"Perfect. Normal" hearing.
So, for now, all is quiet and well on the homefront. No major medical concerns (for anyone, I might add). No looming appointments. Just finishing out the school year and building a house, boring stuff :)
What a blessed life we lead.
Our journey through a prenatal Trisomy 21 (Down syndrome) diagnosis and beyond
I wish it were possible to recognize at the beginning of our life’s story what an incredible journey we are truly on. If so, I would have sat down years ago and begun documenting all the ordinary and extraordinary events in this amazing life I have been blessed with. Sometimes, though, it may take just one more thing to open your eyes into the beauty of the life you have led and causes you to pause and truly count the blessings that are now so many they will never be enumerated.
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